Wednesday, July 30, 2014

More

I can't explain,
What u mean 2 me,
I can't put it in2 words,
I've tried,
Then pen gets 2 the paper,
And then every thought escapes my mind,

I just, wanna tell u,
"I love u" in every breath I take,
I want u 2 know what I'm here 4,
So when u tell me u love me,
And I say it back.. I'll always say ..
"More"

It's like u were born in a rainbow,
Cuz,baby, u're like a pot of gold 2 me,
I'll never ever let u go,
Hope that's somethin u never ask of me,

I just wanna tell u,
"I love u" with every breath I take,
I want u 2 know what I'm here 4,
So, when u tell me u love me,
And I say it back, I'll always say ..
"More"

It's not a contest,
I'll never protest,
I just say what's on my mind,
Everyday this feeling grows stronger,
And I wanna feel it 4 the rest of my life,

So I'll say "I love u"
With every breath I take,
I'll make sure that u know what I'm here 4,
So when u tell me, that u love me,
And I say it back, I'll always say...
More..

I'll always say... "I love u..more" 


Saturday, July 26, 2014

The Same

I'll put a ring on ur finger,
If u have time on ur hands,
2 spend with me,
I'll walk down that aisle,
With a tear stained smile,
If u have time on ur hands,
2 spend with me,

In front of our friends,
And our family,
I'll take ur left hand in mine,
I'll take those vows,
I'll look in2 ur eyes,
I'll say I do and 4 the rest of our lives,

I'll know we are 4ever changed,
Sharing the best and worst of times,
All of our love as we play this game,
If u'll spend a little time with me,
I'll make our last names.. The same..

I'll do the dishes, if u'll cook dinner,
If u'll have enough time on ur hands,
2 spend with me,
I'll vacuum & sweep the floors,
Pull out chairs and open doors,
If u'll spend..a little time with me,

Look in2 my eyes and in the reflection,
Is a man.. That knows without exception,
This is love, and there's never been a reaper love than this,
And then u can watch this man,
Lean in 4 a kiss...

I'll take out the trash,
I'll take care of u when sick,
I'll love ur momma,
And I can promise u this; 

We'll be 4ever changed,
Sharing the best and worst of times,
All of our love as we play this game,
If u'll spend a little time with me,
I'll make our last names.. The same..

If u spend a little time with me,
I'll get on one knee,
And ask eventually 2 marry me,

And I'll stay with u forever,
And make our last names..
The same 

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Baby Gurl

           
I could get lost in ur stare,
Oh but don't u come lookin 4 me,
Let me stay there,
I would survive on love alone,

I wouldn't need food,
I wouldn't need drink,
I'd just need hugs & kisses,
Everyday of the week,
I would live on love alone,

The love of my babygurl,

I could call ur arms home,
But then I'd never want 2 leave the house,
Oh, call the boss, tell em I'll be there 2morrow,
I just don't wanna go in 2day,

I just wanna stay here with my, babygurl,

I would be satisfied,
Laying beside u,
4 the rest of my life,
Tired in the day time,
From all the. "Sleepless" nights,
Only fussin or fights,
So we have a reason 2 play break up,

So I can make up with my babygurl,

Yeah, I could get lost on ur stare,
But don'tcha come lookin 4 me there,
I can and I will survive on her love alone ,
Don'tcha bring me no food & no drink,
Only her hugs & kisses,
Every day of the week,
I can & I will survive,
On her love alone,

The love of my...... Babygurl 

Excuse Me

Everything u say,
Echoes thru my insides,
Got the butterflies fluttering,
Tears in my eyes,
Shouldn't be so emotional,
But it's been so long since I felt,
Anything like this,

Excuse me while my heart melts

Monday, July 21, 2014

Drink A lil Drink

     

When the pain is all 2 real,
And I don't know if I can deal,
And 2 talk 2 someone is 2 reveal,
How 2 weak I am 2 conceal,

I drink a little drink,
Pop a little pill,
Until I can heal,
Or till I no longer feel,
I'll destroy myself,
Before I let u take ur fill,
So I'll drink a little drink,
Pop a little pill...

When there's nothing between,
But the air and it's chill,
Ur eyes say all ur mouth never will,
When living is worse, 
Than burning in hell,

I drink a little drink,
Pop a little pill,
Until I can heal,
Or till I no longer feel,
I'll destroy myself,
Before I let u take ur fill,
So I'll drink a little drink,
Pop a little pill...

A little gentleman Jack,
Should help me lay still,
While the oxy works it's way,
Helps 2 numb the ill,

2morrow u'll wake up,
But I'll be long over the hill,
When I drink a little drink,
And pop this little pill....

Friday, July 18, 2014

Urgent Care

Heart is beating,
Arms are needing,
2 hold u girl,
Head is pounding,
Thoughts of u expanding,
Need a dose,
Of reality,

Can u come in a hurry?
Can u stay forever?
Can u love me, like u've loved me in my mind,
My need for u's instant,
Like right this minute,
I need u here....... I need ur 
Urgent Care...

My temperature's rising,
Yet my body's shaking,
All over I'm aching for what u got,
I need a hit, I just need a little bit,
1 touch from u would hit the spot,
Oh!....

Can u come in a hurry?
Can u stay forever?
Can u love me, like u've loved me in my mind,
My need for u's instant,
Like right this minute,
I need u here....... I need ur 
Urgent Care...

The urgency,
Is I need u,
I'm addicted 2 the feeling I get,
Whenever ICU,
I need admitted,
Put me in ur room,
I don't wanna detox,
I just wanna love u,

(can u come):
Can u come in a hurry?
(Can u stay):
Can u stay forever?
(Can u love me, love me, love me):
Can u love me, like u've loved me in my mind,
(I need u in an instant):
My need for u's instant,
(Baby right now, right this minute):
Like right this minute,
(I need u here, I need u here):
I need u here....... I need ur 
Urgent Care...

I need ur urgent care,
Can u come in a hurry,
Can u stay,    Forever? 

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Pieces of U

There are so many pieces,
Scattered in my memory,
I close my eyes,
And pretend u're with me,
Like u never went away,

In my heart u're right beside me,
Ur arms wrapped tight around me,
And I'm complete again,

Betcha have no idea,
U'll probably never know,
4 u the ship has sailed,
So I will never tell u so,
But if u could see inside,
Read between my lines,
U'll see all the pieces of u,
That make up me,

Seconds, minutes and hours pass,
Slower than sand in a hourglass,
I see u around and I get so weak,

Butterflies and nervousness,
I am just a jumbled mess,
If u only knew,
How I long for u,

Betcha have no idea,
U'll probably never know,
4 u the ship has sailed,
So I will never tell u so,
But if u could see inside,
Read between my lines,
U'll see all the pieces of u,
That make up me,

Missin U

U will never know,
This pain that keeps me up at night,
Is a longing 2 see ur smile,
Is a longing 2 hold u tight,

2 be in ur place,
Laughing out loud again,
That beautiful look on ur face,
I love 2 get lost in,

I'd give anything,
I'd give everything I have,
2 wake up everyday,
Next 2 u..cuddled up right next 2 me,

U will never know,
Cuz I will never say,
How much I miss u,
In every possible way,
No u will never know,
How u fill up every thought in my head,
No u will never know...
So I'll go on missing u instead.. 

Sunday Mornin...Every Mornin

Wanna wake up next 2 u on every Sunday mornin,
Be even better if we've got nothing 2 do,
Falling in love again, while u're stretchin and yawnin,
I could lie here all day next 2 u,

When u're ready 4 breakfast I'll go make it, 
Bring it u while u're in bed,
Don't worry bout me, 
Yeah I'm still gonna eat,
But I'd rather have u .. instead..

For lunch, let's take a drive to nowhere,
Just get in the car and go,
Radio on, have a little sing along,
Where we end up.. Who Cares..

Let's take the long way back,
Watch the sun set, 
Pull over as it turns from day 2 night,
Long as I'm with u, 
It's a picture perfect view,
And I'll have never been so lucky in my life,

When we get back,
Can we sit & talk?
Reflecting on this most beautiful of days,
Talk of what's 2 come, 
Never of where we've been,
And make a promise 2 do it all again...

If u make dinner, I will do the dishes,
Wipe the counters down,
And sweep,
I'll cover u in kisses, 
Can't believe that my wishes,
Have come true,
Oh and tonight before I go 2 sleep,

I'll tell u that I love u,
And take u in my arms,
With all my heart I'll let u know,
That I've never been so happy before... And...

I can't wait 2 wake up next 2 u,
2morrow mornin' :)
No I can't wait 2 wake up next 2 u,
2morrow mornin'




Sunday, July 13, 2014

Attention

                    

I don't wanna sit with u,
Looking at my phone,
I wanna take u out,
Leave our phones at home,

I don't wanna spend another evening,
Looking at a screen,
The only lines I wanna see are the ones on u,
That I'm reading between,

Wanna give u mine,
Wanna have ur full,
Attention
Wanna get 2 know u,
Beyond human comprehension,
Wanna fall in love with u,
In ways 2 deep 2 mention,

So let's put away our phone,
Turn the computer and tv off,
Let's just be... 2gether,
Wanna share the moments,
That can build & turn in2 4ever,

Let's break out a deck of cards,
Let's sit outside on your porch,
Watch the cars go by,
Maybe sit by the fire side,

Wanna give u mine,
Wanna have ur full,
Attention
Wanna get 2 know u,
Beyond human comprehension,
Wanna fall in love with u,
In ways 2 deep 2 mention,

We could take a walk,
Take a drive clear up the riverside,
Turn the radio on sing to every song,
Then laugh at the ones we don't know the words... 
 
Facebook and Twitter,
Will be okay,
If we aren't on them,
For a couple days,
Yahoo and google,
Will be just find,
The only thing I wanna search 4,
Is my reflection in ur eyes,
Baby how bout 2night...

Wanna give u mine,
Wanna have ur full,
Attention
Wanna get 2 know u,
Beyond human comprehension,
Wanna fall in love with u,
In ways 2 deep 2 mention,

I just want your attention..
I'll give u all of my attention,
When it comes 2 me and u,
U r all I wanna do...

U got my attention....

It

It's been broken,
Put back 2gether,
Broken again,
It's torn & tattered,
But if u want it,
U can have it,
... It's my heart

In life's illusion,
Daily confusion,
It's stopped believing,
More than once,

That love wound conquer,
Just an evil monster,
Who builds u up,
Just to tear u down,

But it's still beating,
Could it be 4 u,
It's inside a man,
That adores u,

If u want it,
U can have it,
... It's my heart 

U can c it,
If u need a preview,
Look in2 my eyes,
U will c right thru,
2 the center of,
The Man U say u love,

And if u still want it,
U can have it,
... It's my heart

Yeah if u want it,
U can have it,
Just open ur hands,
Reach out & grab it,

It's all I have,
It's all I own,
... It's my heart 

Monday, July 7, 2014

Black & Blue


Outside,
I look just like u,
We've all got our things,
We've got 2 get thru,
Visible scars healed,
But the ones u never knew,
Inside I'm still black & blue,

U say get over it,
Like I haven't tried 2,
I've tried talking,
Told everything I could,
Put on medication,
But what it couldn't do,
Was take away the black & blue,

Do think that I don't wanna b happy,
Like a smile wouldn't be welcomed & new,
A belly laugh at a joke,
Those days have been far between & few,
Cuz inside I'm still black & blue,

Stop being sad,
Damnit u must be mad,
Why can't u chill out for a change,
Instead of the clouds,
Look at the sunshine,
And enjoy ur life....

U don't see the struggle,
Sorry 2 be so much trouble,
2 be a friend 2 me,
U must be a fool,
Cuz while u give encouragement,
U put up with my black & blue,

The scars on the inside the ones u can't see,
The damage that somebody dealt out 2 me,
The punches with closed fists,
I'm not the one who chose this,
If I could fix me don't u think I would,

There's nothing more hurtful,
Than hearing the snickers,
The laughs behind ur back from those supposed 2 be close 2 u,

They don't understand,
I pray they never have 2,
What it's like 2 be black & blue,

No,
U don't understand,
I pray u never have 2,
Know what it's like 2 be black & blue,

Sorry 4 my inconvenience...

Outside,
I look just like u,
We've all got our things,
We've got 2 get thru,
Visible scars healed,
But the ones u never knew,
Inside I'm still black & blue,

Inside I'm still...

Black & Blue



Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Go On

                     

I could call u,
I could message u,
I could send u a text,
I guess,

I could tell u,
For all the good that it would do,
Really,what good would it do?

Guess I'll just go on...

Wishing u,
Were here with me and that I was,
Kissing u instead of,
Missing u,
Hearing u say that u love me,
And seeing my reflection in ur eyes,
Oh I....
Guess I'll go on....

I could go to ur house,
Pull up in2 ur driveway,
With ur favorite,
Bouquet.. 
Ok,
I know that I could,
Knock on ur door,
And if u invited me in,
I'd stand on one stair below u,
So that u could look in2 my soul,
I could lose all control,
But no...

I guess I'll just go on....

Wishing u,
Were here with me and that I was,
Kissing u instead of,
Missing u,
Hearing u say that u love me,
And seeing my reflection in ur eyes,
Oh I....
Guess I'll go on....

Longing 4 u,
Pining 4 u,
Seeing ur face every time my eyes close,
Ur smile is tearing my heart in 2,
Cuz instead of being with,
I just do what I do,
And go on....

Wishing u,
Were here with me and that I was,
Kissing u instead of,
Missing u,
Hearing u say that u love me,
And seeing my reflection in ur eyes,
Oh I....
Guess I'll go on....

Yeah even tho every part of me,
Wants every part of u.... I..
Guess I'll go on....