Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Leave


I think I think too much,
Sometimes I talk too loud,
Running laps inside my head, 
Worried, but don't know what about,
I'm scared that u'll see me,
For the mess I really am,

And then u'll leave

I can be uptight,
In social situations I can hardly breathe,
I'm starving for attention,
But I never know just what to say,
And I am scared that u'll see me,
For the mess I really am,

Then u'll leave

I try my hardest to fake a smile,
When deep down I wanna cry,
I don't always know the answer,
When U're asking what's wrong,
My mind; it goes in so many directions at once,
The reasons are hard to see,

Then it all calms down when u kiss me,
And I believe.....ill be okay....

Nobody ever stayed, 
Nobody ever tried,
They all said so many things,
That all turned out to be a lie,
I know I'm so not perfect,
But u make me feel like I'm worth it,
So I'm scared.. That u'll see me,
For the mess I really am,

And then u'll leave...

Please don't ever leave me...
Don't ever leave me...
Don't ever.....
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