Saturday, April 30, 2016

Fingerprints

Back of your head.. As I kiss ur neck,
Side of your face.. When I move 2 ur lips,
All over u I'm gonna leave my.. 
Fingerprints,

Down ur spine, soft as a feather,
Round ur waist, then 2 ur nether,
All over u .. I'm gonna leave my..
Fingerprints ..

Oh so...soft & slow...
Every inch of u.. Even tho..
2night u can claim ur innocence,
But not 2morrow, and the evidence,
Will be.. When they find.. My..
Fingerprints..

Probably more, but never less,
On ur shoes, stockings and dress,
The dna of our "sesh" will spin a tale,
That would impress, the most creative of minds,

A camera might have recorded it all,
The minute ur clothes began 2 fall,
So that we could relive the experience,
The first time I covered u with my...

Fingerprints...

Monday, April 11, 2016

Okay


U see the smile and the laughs,
And the way I carry,
U don't see the nightmares I have at night,
I could never let u see how they scare me,
I have to let u think that I'm all right...

If u could walk in my shoes,
Look into my mind,
Feel the weight that's on my shoulders,
And the fear of being left behind,
U would understand me more,
Or maybe u would run away,
That's why when u ask how I am doing,
I just say "okay" 

The things I've seen,
Should never be seen, 
No matter how many times I shower,
Sometimes I still feel unclean,

When u say "get over it" 
"Man up and get over it",
U wouldn't last a day,
That's why all I say ..

If u could walk in my shoes,
Look into my mind,
Feel the weight that's on my shoulders,
And the fear of being left behind,
U would understand me more,
Or maybe u would run away,
That's why when u ask how I am doing,
I just say "okay" 

I don't say much about it, 
I probably won't let u in,
I'll probably decline your invites,
More than every now and then,

U might wonder why,
U might not care,
But I would rather be left alone,
Than be in a room full of people,
Who wouldn't notice if I wasn't there.. 

If u could walk in my shoes,
Look into my mind,
Feel the weight that's on my shoulders,
And the fear of being left behind,
U would understand me more,
Or maybe u would run away,
That's why when u ask how I am doing,
I just say "okay" 

I wanna get off

I wanna get off

It's spinnin so fast,
I can't take it,
Round and round,
Every day is the same and I don't think I can make it,

Why does it feel like it only happens 2 me?
Another day.. Another catastrophe,


Every word I say,
Every word I write,
Makes me feel more "not okay"
Keeps me up at night,
I know I'll never be worth it,
I know I'll never be perfect,
Just stop this world...
I wanna get off...

Just like the rest,
I strived 2 be the best,
But the weight of the world,
Held me down,
It's not in the cards.. I guess,

Why does it feel like,
It only happens 2 me,
Another day.. Another catastrophe,

Every word I say,
Every word I write,
Makes me feel more "not okay"
Keeps me up at night,
Knowing I will never be worth it,
Cuz I will never be perfect,
Just stop this world..
And let me get off..

I was never one to think slow,
I was never one to quite fit in,
I didn't ask for this carnival ride,
Let me give my tickets back,

Every word I say,
Every word I write,
Makes me feel more "not okay"
Keeps me up at night,
Knowing I will never be worth it,
Cuz I will never be perfect,
Just stop this world..
And let me get off..